Just boredom kicking in

What Jillian Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

The Recipe For Jillian

3 parts Seductiveness 2 parts Difance 1 part Devilry Splash of Uniqueness Serve over ice

What's the Recipe for Your Personality?

Your Monster Profile

Iron Giant You Feast On: Fried Chicken You Lurk Around In: Public Restrooms You Especially Like to Torment: Hicks

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What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life. Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games. Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself. If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

100 Completely Useless Facts About Me:

1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
closed...i left it open once and swear I saw a ghost!!!

2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
No, I am too particular on what I use

3. Have you ever 'done it' in a hotel room?
No lol

4. Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
No, but I stole a cone!!

5. Do you like to use post-it notes?
At work yes

6. Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
nah

7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
a bear.

8. Are you drinking anything right now?
H20

9. Do you always smile for pictures?
Depends

10. What is your biggest pet peeve?
People who think they know everything

11. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
out

12. Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
yyea actually lol

13. Have you ever peed in the woods?
haha yes...only when drunk tho

14. Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing?
always

15. Do you chew your pens and pencils?
pen tops occasionally

16. What color is your cell phone?
Pink!

17. What's the last movie you watched?
Good Luck Chuck

18. What is your "Song of the week"?
When it was me by Paula deanda

19. Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
Yes, some guys

20. Do you still watch cartoons?
nope

21. What’s your least favorite movie?
i dunno....

22. Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
in my yard

23. What do you drink with dinner?
water, mile, kool aid....depends what im eating

24. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
honey mustard

25. What is your favorite food/cuisine?
italian

26. What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
American Wedding

27. Last person you kissed/kissed you?
Jerry

28. Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
nah

29. Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
If I had a better body, and more confidence

30. When is the last time you wrote to someone in a letter?
when emma was in basic training lol

31. Can you change the oil in a car?
no thats what boyfirneds are for.

32. Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
technically yes, but i worked my magic and they pretended like it never happened

33. Ran out of gas?
nah

34. Favorite kind of sandwich?
Reuben

35. Best thing to eat for breakfast?
cereal

36. What is your usual bedtime?
when i fall asleep.usually between 12 and 2

37. Are you lazy?
occasionally

38. When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for halloween?
princess

39. When did you find out Santa wasn't real?
i was old.

40. How many languages can you speak?
1.2

41. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
cosmo

42..Which are better legos or lincoln logs?
legos

43. Are you stubborn?
yes

44. Who is better...Leno or Letterman?
leno

45. Ever watch soap operas?
passions

46. Afraid of heights?
not at all

47. Sing in the car?
very loudly

48. Dance in the shower?
its a must

49. Dance in the car?
of course

50. Ever used a gun?
paint ball gun

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
senior pictures

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
wonderfully cheesy

53. Is Christmas stressful?
sometimes

54. Ever eat a pierogie?
don't thoroughly enjoy them

55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
not into that

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
marine biologist

57. Do you believe in ghosts?
yesss

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
yes

59. Take a vitamin daily?
no

60. Wear slippers?
yupp

61. Wear a bath robe?
yes

62. What do you wear to bed?
comfortable things

63. Favorite toy when you were young?
pogo stick - skip~it - jump rope

64. Wal-Mart, Target or K-Mart?
hhmmm....tie between wal mart and target.wal mart for food, target for clothes

65. Nike or Adidas?
Nike

66.Cheetos Or Fritos?
cheetos

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
peanuts

68. Ever hear of, "gorp"?
no

69. Ever take dance lessons?
ballet and tap

70. Is there a profession you picture your spouse doing?
not really as long as he is happy it's cool

71. Can you curl your tongue?
yes

72. Ever won a spelling bee?
oh never.

73. Ever won a medal for anything?
yes

74. Own any record albums?
no

75. Own a record player?
no

76. Regularly burn incense?
oh no

77. Ever been in love?
I am right now!!!

78. Who would you like to see in concert?
John Mayer again, or dashboard confessional

79. How many animals do you have?
1

80. Hot tea or cold tea?
cold

81.Tea or coffee?
neither

82.Favorite kind of cookie?
peanut butter...has to be gooey tho

83.Can you swim well?
very well

84.Can you hold your breath w/o manually holding your nose?
yes

85. Are you patient?
no

86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
dj

87.Ever won a contest?
yes

88. Ever have plastic surgery?
never

89. Which are better black or green olives?
neither

90.Can you knit or crochet?
nope

91. Best room for a fireplace?
living room

92. Do you want to get married?
very much so

93. If married, how long have you been married?


94. Who was your HS crush?
hmmm...i had bf's all thru highschool

95. Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?
no

96. Do you have kids?
I borrow other ppls kids

97. Do you want kids?
very much!!!

98. Whats your favorite color?
Pink

99. Do you miss anyone right now?
Yes

100. Who do you wanna see right now?
Jerry

The things we don't understand

I guess you could say that there are things in life that nobody understands. Well, I have officially encountered one of these things in my personal life. Before I get into the details, you need to know a little bit of background information. My boyfriend Jerry and I have been together for a little over 3 years now. We have had our ups and downs, but in the end things have always worked out for us. Jerry works for the county and is stationed at the landfill. He holds the title of transfer station operator....and he HATES it!!! He also lives at home still which he also HATES. He has been very frustrated lately. A few weeks back, there as an article in the paper about the landfill closing. The county doesn't technically have to give Jerry another job, so there is a chance he could get layed off if they closed. Well, Jerry decided to tell me that he was thinking about joining the marines after he read the article in the paper. It really upset me at first, but I figured it was something that would pass by. Just last week, I went to his house and found him on his laptop looking at videos of marines on you tube. He then asked me what I woud do if he went into the marines. Now, as a good girlfriend, what am I supposed to do? I know I should support him no matter what, and I always will, but I don't want him to know that!!! Then he may think I am OK with him going to the marines, which I soooooo am not. I am selfish, I want him here with me. Him being somewhere far away is bad enough because I see him almost everyday, and if I don't see him I at least get to talk to him. Him being sent to war would send me over the edge!! I couldn't handle that. But of course, I told him I would stay with him if he joined. Today he decided he wasn't going in to work. That is so unlike him. He texted me and said he was thinking about the marines more. Some of the things he said really scared me. This is exactly what he wrote..."the thing is, when you join, you have to join knowing that wherever they send you, you might not come home". Now, I didn't start crying...my eyes just started leaking. It's so weird. I am normally a very emotional person and I get very worked up, but whenever he mentions the marines my eyes just start leaking. I don't know how to feel. He isn't sure yet what he wants to do, but I am scared. I don't want him to go. I want us to start planning a life together and go through life together. If he's in the marines we can't really do that. Especially if he gets sent to Iraq. I am mad at myself for being so upset at the idea. It's a very honorable thing. I just don't want him to go!!!!!! I don't know what's going to happen. I do know that the idea of Jerry joining the marines scares the hell out of me!